when real life kicks you in the butt...hard!

today i just realized that a lot of the things in my life for the past couple of months or for the past year has just changed.

i am now in a different company with a different group of co workers...
i am now living in cavite with my family (this is not bad okay), (this is...)away from independence and a lot of friends...
i am now accepting that some friends have moved out of the country for a variety of reasons...
i am now in the midst of getting use to reading friends blogs and knowing that i wasn't there when they had their bday, they had a problem, they had an outing or just plainly got together for nothing at all...
i am now realizing that i miss them and i miss them a lot!
i am now saddened by this realization.
i am now sad.


its sad. when life kicks you in the butt...hard, you really feel it.
no subtlety, no protection.



i miss them all!
i miss my hs pals! anne, luchie, toni n yong
i miss my itouch pips! my wow family! gina, kitch, wilaine, mia, marq, joyce, tj, andy, prec, kuh, g3, chelle, azzi...
i miss friends who have left the country! aloy, j, baray, mark a, mitch n alwyn...
i miss my college pals...imee, tina, maya, mike t, hermrei, jody, analy, cocay, etc
i miss my kaberks! penny, emo, lor, anne, thei, ernest!
i miss my singing pals...the VE thundercats! kiko, joecar, pam, marie, yanee, terrence, jay, rach, joan, rex, kenneth, omar, jewel, everyone!
i miss them so...

i know i can't bring back the good ol' times.
i know i can't go back to how it used to be.

but with this, what i wish for is that i don't loose these people in my life.
in any way possible, be it email, sms, phone call, messenger, snail mail...
i hope we stay connected and in touch.
i hope they feel the same way...

drama ba...don't worry minsan lang yan...